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triangles
hold up buildings,
and destroys lives at teh same time.


Man did i ever look good today :)

hey well :| NERD TIME

I have:
bataman begins
crash twinsanity
pirates of the carabiean 2
Prince of persia sands on times
Sims 2
sonic
supermario world
super mario
superman
worms
theif

ALL GAMES

On my cell phone

if you have a bluetooth and java enabled phone give me shout

......

honestly
fuck
EVERYTHING
i give up i do,
i will be just what i am made to be,
a friend.
****THESE WORDS ARE TRIGGAR BY MY MIND NOT HERS********
take the gun and cauk it and point it straight at my heart,
pull the triggar
and watch the happniess
seep and pour all on the ground.
......please pull the triggar.
I need to find some one who does not know who i am fully.
someone who this i am cute,
and tells me that.
someone who tells me what makes me good.
Girls arent the only people that need to feel this.
There are still gentlemen within this world,
are there gentle women? did they ever exist.
sometimes,
i feel like i wanna run
JUST RUN
feel the air rushing past,
thats all that matters
the air that calms the nerves.
I wish sometimes, i lived by myself,
where no one knew me, like it was a movie all over again.
shes still my saftey zone for shure.
alot of people are.
but shes high ranked.
i guess, finding a girl would will fill my needs is gunna be hard to find.
ps note.
they have to be cute :P

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its amazing how a song can describe a person with its mood and beat.
i have come to terms that i am gunna be alone for a long time.
whatevers its not like im used to it.
I had a glimmer of hope,
and it dropped down the sink,
like a wedding band of a drunk husband.
Life is getting more and more repetitive,
like that song you love to listen too stuck on repeat.
My freinds are all have holding me togather,
like the tape holding my heart in my chest.
i am on the brink of constantly snapping,
but i bite my toungue and carry on.
One day blood will soak my shirt.
for all too see,
the reactions would be remarkable.
happiness is all i wish upon people,
but happiness isnt always a result.
Happiness is like a drug, that alters the mind,
like extacy, you never want to let go,
when it is within your grasp
you want more and more
of its sweet power,
till is gone,
and your left with withdrawl,
and knowing your next hit,
it soo farway kills you,
you drain till that day comes,
and revive
and you repeat the process.
but its not like that beloved, song on repeat.
but a fucking record, the wont stop playing,
burning an image within your mind.


i dont know where this came from
but it came from somewhere

-brandon

hey

i enjoid tonight throughly

i see the way they hold eachother,
i see the way he cares,
the way he brushes her hair away,
and the way he caress's her cheek.

they give me soo much hope,
they wuddnt even know.
but too bad hope wont dig me outta this hole

...

those three words are said too much,
to bad there not said enough

...........

help me retain my love and have it return and not lost?



























happy birthday caitlin!

hey

i want to explode,
anyone care to join in?

wtf

im am a fucking problem and I love it,
Im a fucking pain that you'll miss.
Im a person that you grown to love to hate.

Honestly im sick of everything.

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